sorry...

plz come back,
i'm waiting for u here,
really life is hell to me without u,
i didnt mean to hurt u,
i juz said it in anger,
i apologise,
itz my mistake,
but plzz come back,
i'm unable to stay without u,
i'm not able to sleep,
i want u to take care of me...

(Dedicated to my darlin....)

missin u...


hey darln,
i'm missin u a looooooooooot,
unable to concentrate on anything,

its hurting me like hell,
my eyes are waitin to see myself in your eyes,

i'm waitin for your message,
i'm waiting for your call,
i'm dyin to see you,

but this is the only feeling me 
which makes me know that 
i'm still alive...


"Thank you for making me know 
i'm still on the earth"

(Dedicated to two of my frnz...)

I wanna leave

I wanna leave now,
I have lost myself,
forgot the meaning of smile,
donno wat to do now,
donno watz goin on within me,
this cant be described,
silent tears are hurting me,
i wanna destroy myself,
even when i'm cumin out of this feel
doors are getting shut,
so i'm going back again,
I'm smiling to give happiness  to someone
which i dont feel,
I feel like everyone rejected me,
Now pain is taking many forms in me,
itz filling my life with sorrow,
itz making me feel the worst way..

Love

Love is the greatest feel on the earth,
Itz the most valuable relation,
Itz a silent talk between two hearts,
Itz a beautiful sweet feeling,
Itz a strong emotion,
Itz the togetherness and understanding
between the people,
Itz the sweet essence of ur life,
It makes us laugh and cry,
It even hurts us and gives us a sweet pain,
It can make the heart move from
cold to fire as well as
fire to cold...

Emptiness....

Though we have everything in life,
we will be havin a feeling of emptiness
at some point of time in our life,
EMPTINESS
it is an unexplainable feeling,
it is like playing a game an losing it,
but actually there is no game,
EMPTINESS
it is following me everywhere,
even when i'm in traffic or 
roaming on the busy roads,
EMPTINESS 
it is killing me,
every breath i'm taking is with a heavy heart,
i'm unable to take this feeling..




I'm there...


Y did u leave my friend, 
She is hurt very badly, 
She’s unable to take it, 
She’s shedding tears now, 
Ur responsible for every tear that comes out of her eyes, 
Now no one can replace that place u left, 
No one can make her come out of that feel, 
It is ur mistake but she’s taking the punishment, 
I’m unable to see her pain, 
It’s hurting many people now, 
Can’t u feel her pain??

Now i promise u 
"i'll never leave u my dear friend,
i'll always be there for u"
(Dedicated to my friend whoz left by her friend.....)

To my angel

As my life was goin on
one day i met an angel,
who understood me in all ways,
who likes me the way i am,
she'z the one who is much caring for me,
i can't explain our relationship in words,
she loves me even in my worst side, 
even if she z apart i can feel her presence,
we have enjoyed together as classmates,
she z more valuble to me than
a mountain of gold,
even if the world is not wid me
i m not afraid bcoz she z always there for me,
she knew everything what i felt,
"SHE IS MY LIFE"
I trust and love her more than me.....
"Luv u sweet heart....."
(Dedicated to her........)

I dont wanna say goodbye....


Sometimes I wish I could rewind my life,
To think about all my actions one more time,
i dont wanna leave all of u,
i'm unable to feel this pain every morning,
the pain is like a bullet in my heart,
i think i shouldn't have said goodbye,
i dont even have the strength to cry,
i'll never forget u all,
even though i meet anyone new,
we really had some good times,
there is a great feeling of loss
in my mind,

"WATEVER HAPPENS LIFE
HAS TO GO ON...."

(
Dedicated to all the students who say goodbye to all their frnz...)

Stop hurtin me..


Is there anyone to take me out of this feel??

A feel that has no name,
I donno wat i'm doin,
I'm really out of my mind,

Stop tearing me apart,
into many tiny pieces,
therz nothing left of my heart,
i have no feeling left,
I'm weeping here for no reason,
I'm dying inside,
now i'm not goin to let anyone hurt me,
Can anybody make me come out of this feel???

Me alone...


Itz a feelin that kills people,

I sit here all alone with the wind blowing,
here I’m single that no longer does anyone care,
the clouds of darkness are shielding me, is there anyone to set me free??

I walk in the rain so that no one can see my pain,
will there ever be anyone who will see that??
but the sadness doesn’t seem to be decreasing..

The people who broke my heart,
I will no longer be needing,

I'm losing my faith,
that I will see happiness,
let’s see what will happen next.....

I will be back


As i am out of my mind,
i dont wanna be wid anyone,
bcoz many have thrown
hurtin stones on me,
as no one cud understand my pain,
and even i am unable to xplain it,
i wanna go away from everyone,
so that i cud regain my strength,
i'm unable to talk wid anyone,
now i want a gap in my life,
but i will be back soon,
so....................
bye to all.........