One side love

Lines felt by a one side lover:

I cant express it to u,

but i want u to know it,

i wanna spend my life wid u,

itz hurting me while i m looking at u,

but the pain is sweet sometimes,

i wanna hold ur hand forever,

i am ready to die bcoz i can atleast

see u from the sky every minute,

even if u dont need me ever

i will always be there for u,

i know that u dont need me but

why??????

I cant express this to anyone,

For me ur the perfect guy,

I always want to be in ur arms

with my ears listenin to ur heartbeats forever,

                                                I fell safe there.....

(Dedicated to all one side lovers...) 

!!!!!!!!!!!

When ur dreaming with a broken heart

its very hard to wake up,

actually sleeping with a heavy heart

is more difficult,

Everything seems to be very sad,

U feel emptiness everywhere,

U feel u have been alone since many dayz,

It seems that u are the only one living wid pain,

But even then u try to laugh,

Night becomes the worst thing in ur life,

It takes only one second to hurt people,

but it takes years to heal that pain,

sometimes even death would be more better

than the pain...

hmmm

The things i hate but i never expressed this to anyone,as i dont want others to know it

The best thing i like to see is the photo above.I love to look my.... like dat.But i have given a word to my friend dat i wont do it,so i am not able to do it.Many times i reach out for it but that promise stops me.But the pain that it causes is a great relief to me .It gives me a moment of peace.

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So I’m not writing this because i’m really depressed or anything like that.Right now I couldn’t cry if I wanted to.I feel like this is all I can do.I have always let the people be close to me.I fear of losing them.I gave them everything as much as I can.But i am soo unlucky that i lose my friends at some point of time(dats for sure).This is happening to me in every stage of my life.I have many people around who love me,but i don't have that feel.I feel like i am a burden to everyone.I wonder why i even try to be happy.But it ends in the worst manner.I feel that i mean nothing in anyones life.