stop or self-hurt??

Feeling lost and confused,

Sensing feelings I can’t explain, Looking to make my escape but I don’t know how, It’s eating me from the inside, Where is the joy I used to know, I want out of here! But I’m feeling really weak, I think the only way to come out is either blood to run from deep in my wrist or stop the way i breathe the pains Want an end to this so called pains forever.. What would be the answer to this??

Every situation in my life..

i feel like i am left ALONE,

loving everyone so much and

they hurt me too much,

unable to bear this pain,

donno wat to do,

feel like walking away were 

i can see no one,

why shud this happen only to me??

Donno wat GOD has written for me??

Waiting for happiness in my life !!!

chiiiii

thuuu
na bratuku ento nake ardam kavatledu,
nenu anandanga unapudu a anandam
share cheskodaniki avaru undaru !!
nenu anandanga gadipithe a roju awariki
bagotledu,
so nenu inka happy ga undanu,
appudaina andaru happy ga untaru
ani asistunanu,
Soo guyz njy nenu inka happy ga undanu !!!!!!!

For u

I can find you always in my heart,
in my dreamz,
in my eyes,
in my heart,
and in everything i do...

I love u with all my heart,
I wanna take care of u showing love all the day,
Wanna take every step wid u,
Looking into ur eyes,
 i would be loosing myself,

When i say sorry it doesnt mean 
that i want to skip the situation
i want ur forgiveness,
When i say i miss u it means
a part of my soul is missing,

Without u i cant be myself,
Every breath i take is hurting me like hell,
I am getting mad of u each day,
Ur smile is making me fly like a bird,
I wanna hug u so that i can feel ur heartbeat,
One thing i wanna tell u is 
 i wanna die in ur arms,


For u my dear sweet heart !!!!

(:)

Even though u r not wid me,
I know u cannot be wid me,
But even then i can be happy,


YES,
happy without u,
I will be in a feel that i am 
with you,


U know everyday,
i think of u and goto sleep,
and in the morning my first thought is u,


Anywhere,anytime i will be there for u,


LOVE U BABY...

Truly from my heart:

I want to cry on ur shoulders heartfully,
i am not happy,
i dont know the reason y u are sad,
there is no question of me asking u as u wont be tellin it,
i know there will be some reason,
i wont ask u again and again and make u hurt more,
if u feel like tellin it then u can,

But remember one thing,
there is a girl(me)
who is waiting for u to become normal,
who is waiting to see ur smile again,
who is waiting for u every minute every second...

For me:
The days are being covered with dark clouds,
Throns are being pierced into my heart,
Each second without ur message is hurting like hell,
I never knew how sadness is,
but now learning it,
i am waiting for u to become normal,

I want u my dear friend,no ur more than that to me,
i need u in my whole life..

(Pranam manalni vadili velpotunte a bada ento anubavestae gani telidu... )